I believe I will. I know I will.
As Elaine told me yesterday, it's part of the ATP.... That's Elaine in the picture. Fast, Strong, make it look easy, really, look at this Girl...everything she got she worked for. Hard. That's me next to her. Hoping to someday be just like her.
So, I keep the faith. I train per the schedule.
But still, the doubts come... Diggin deep. Knowing there is more strength in there, just need to pull it up to the surface. To utilize it.
Am I too old, too fat, too Over the Hill??? What if last year was really my best?
Should I take up knitting or boxing instead?!
Meh, I remember the wisdom if Wiz Khalifa..... "ain't gonna flex...not gonna front...whenever you call, baby, I roll up."
And I roll up.
My heart is with you, my sweet mentors, and teammates.
"Whenever you need me, whenever you want me
You know you can call me, I'll be there shortly..."
